Tuesday, August 22, 2006, 10:26 pm
lol so long nvr update le, 1 mth since i have updated this blog. haiz my results are dropping how? dunno why just couldn't concentrate well, esp now that i am sitting at the back. anyway my biao mei frm taiwan is here. she is only pri 2 and she came here all by herself, pro rit? now she almost everyday will ask whether we are going swimming, haha she is currently learning swimming and thus she is very enthu.
today during PE, nicole cried. we were playing volleyball thn her team was wif andrew, ray, sebas, qian jun, felicia yap, bao xue, meng yi and ka wai. my team was jin wen, yi hui, shi tong, jin tong, ee chow, dong hang, vincent and ki wei, thn when we went over to play wif nicole's team, andrew they all the expression like very pissed. so we played a few serve, thn andrew ask nicole to serve. first she stood near the net and threw the ball. thn andrew sae serve the ball, so the ball returned to nicole again. thn she underhand serve, it din pass the net. the ball was returned again to nicole again, so stood in the centre of the court and started to serve. but before she served, dunno ray or sebas said "guilds de.[blah blah].." thn she replied something like "guilds de nvr play volleyball [sumthing like tat]." thn she flop the serve again. so andrew saed nvm and passed the ball back to us to serve again. soon nicole started crying and meng yi went over to console her. seeing that, i walked towards her court and we went to canteen.
when we went back, her team was on the other court, where our teacher, mr siva was monitoring the match, thus we went over and she saed she din wan to play. as mr siva is sort of a person who is very sacarstic if u dun do things well, we decided to go back to the court where my team was playing, out of his sight. so we sat down and i put my hand on her shoulders trying to console her. when she cried, she looked like sumone i knew previously. haiz so we sat there till the lesson was over.
always at this kind of time, we dunno what do we hafta say to console ppl, the same case for me. but when u really do cry, i tink that u would feel that sumbody could console u. thru this, i hope nicole knows how it is like when people starts to like, feel pissed when it is not our fault where we dunno how to do any particular thing. it is not nicole's fault that she carn play ball games well, but i tink andrew they all also mustn't gif that kind of look, making a person fell sad. andrew they all play ball games well but that does not mean tat other ppl play as well as they do! but to sae the truth, this is somehow like how i would feel everyday. every morning after the parade square is like no ppl will tok to me de, i am somehow in a way left out. but they noe my prescene just rarely tok to me, glad that they still know that there is a ME arnd them.
sometimes i just feel really left out la, i always like at first very good with some people thn dunno whether is my fault or not, slowly we interact less and less. haiz for ex last time me aud and suyun always go together esp term 1, but now like less and less le, partly cause now i start going with nicole they all la. thn first week of sch, jonathan was sitting alone during recess, i saw him and started toking to him. i asked him why he sitting alone, he shld haf a lot of classmate frm 2A still same class wif him de, how cum nvr go together. thn he sae he dun haf frenz, thn so i saed ok lorz, i be fren wif u. as 2I ppl only haf me, yun xiu and justus. the first few project work, i begun inviting jonathan to our grp. but now, is like the grp is nicole, cheryl, yun xiu, jonathan and justus. now this term including jin wen. thn is like they go for recess, they woudn't ask me whether i wanna go down de. except cheryl mostly will ask me de la, but she oso very busy for her St John's stuff.
IS IT MY FAULT THAT THIS HAPPENS? OR IT IS BECAUSE I AM NOT SOCIABLE ENUF OR THEY DUN LIKE MY PERSONALITY? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME! the idiom saes, birds of a feather flock together, so why are we treated like that? even if the birds are of a same feather, some individuals will still be left out. isit just because ppl dun like them?
but i am still glad that i haf frens all arnd me, just that there is different lvl of interaction. i tink only ppl who understand my feelings will be understanding and knowing what i am toking abt.
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